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In My Memories

by The ETNOs

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1.
Shithead 03:45
You think this is funny, don't you? That one day we'll look back, and we'll both laugh... well there's no water under a burnt bridge. I'm sorry, there's just no way of going back. The boots that step on you are just your size. I don't know how to make you realize that there's no way to fill that hole in your heart, but trying to do better might be a start. You know what you are.
2.
Mangled Love 04:54
I'm shutting out the noise to isolate the sounds of how I feel when no one else is around. I'm seeing eyes in the woods that tell me I'm not alone, but they're weary like mine. Their sorrow is entangled in my own. I waited for your call, and stayed up way past dawn wondering, was it true? Was what we had really gone? I headed home that night and flipped through pages to find nothing where something once was. I need to know what you stole from me. If I had everything I ever wanted I don't know if that would be enough to overcome this feeling of alienation that I learned from mangled love.
3.
I'm lost in a sea of bad sentiments, thinking of words I said but never meant. I can't seem to find my way to the shore. I'm settling for less but always wanting more. The rainfall marks another autumn night as I dwell on all the times I didn't fight. Maybe I should have tried to defend myself, but when you don't know your worth, you lose all sense of self. That's no way to speak to me I'm human too. I want to be me and not just part of you, but I don't know if that's really who I am. I want to self-advocate, but don't know if I can. I don't want to see you in my memories. I was stuck in a lie I didn't want to leave, so I hope I don't see you in my memories.

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This is a new, finalized mix for the EP. If you heard the previous version, check out this one instead!

Recorded in my bedroom, November 2023

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released November 19, 2023

E Malmrose - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Drum & Synth Programming
Susan Malmrose - Photography

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Extreme trans-Neptunian Objects (ETNOs) are objects that orbit our Sun that are much further from Neptune than Neptune is from our Sun.

The ETNOs is a band from Olympia, a place much closer to our Sun than Neptune!

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